MISS MURDER

What the hell.

2007-04-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

I was matchmade. By my mum's friends. It's like, wth!

I was out with my mum and her friend, A. When she asked me how old I was out of the blue. Then I was like "15". Then she was like, "Oh! Why don't you try to go out with my son?" I was soooooo wth-ed! Grr. It was humiliating! Especially he was there, too!

FYI : I'm so not gonna get a boyfriend okay. If I get one now, I have lesser time for singlehood. I make sense right! GRRRRRRRRRR

And anyway, school is pretty much taking up all of my time. I've no time for such stuffs.

Anw, here's something I'd hope you could answer.

There's this lady, and she's never fall in love before.
One day, her mother died, and she held a funeral for her.
At the funeral, she met the man of her dreams, and immediately fell in love.
But, she couldnt find him anywhere after the funeral.

After a few days, news reported that the lady killed her sister.
So my question is ;

Why did she kill her sister?

Tell me your answers! Im super curious.

These few

2007-04-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

NAPFA yesterday. It was surprisingly fun? And I was sooooooo glad I could do that inclined pull-up! :D Okay, although only 5.

Anw, suba was the fastest girl in our class for Shuttle Run.
10.1 seconds
HOW -- ?! I super don't know. And it makes me feel like joining Netbal. But I won't because I know I'll die or sth. I heard their training's really tough.

For situps, I only did 46. ): I was aiming for 50 lor. And then, for Sit&Reach, I tried agn today. Only improve by 2cm ! Argh! 40cm. Im soooo gonna stretch every single day from now on.

Standing Broad Jump - no hope, don't even wanna elaborate.
Shuttle Run - 11.4s.

That's all for school.

You guys should totally watch The Phantom of The Opera. As in the broadway show. It was AWESOME! I was blown away.
Much better than the movie, for me. The stage was also niceeeee. Just like the stage in the movie.

Argggh, I feel like watchg again!!! Would someone be so kind to buy a ticket for me pleaseeeeeeeeeee. Any seat will do :D

Lol, anyways. Blogging is getting more boring. =/

200 pounds beauty

2007-04-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

I changed my tagboard from CBOX to SHOUTMIX. I don't know what happened to my CBOX, it just vanished. As in cannot navigate and stuffs. So somebody recommended SHOUTMIX :D

Okay. So to people who wants to watch 200 pounds beauty, and wants to save money, just watch it in YouTube. :D It's up there already ! I watched it there. Hehe.

It's okay I guess. Quite funny, touching and all. But it's incomparable to Seducing Mr Perfect! Heehee ;P

I won't blog/go online as often as before. This is due to the coming mid year! Okay, just the thought of it freaks me out. Only 16 days left and I still have so many doubts!! Can somebody teach me please? :(

Oh and. What's wrong with friendster now? I can't reply testimonials/comments! UGH!

Busy bee!

2007-04-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

Sigh, I've been so busy lately. Homeworks, extra-classes, even more homeworks! And now finally, I can take a break. Thank God tomorrow is Good Friday! ;D

Lesson ended at 17:30 today. It's like, OMG. I had 2 extra classes, E/A Maths & Physics. And, just for the record, this is the first time I understood clearly what Mr Leong is teaching.

Talking about Mr Leong. Poor him. Someone said that the only difficult subject was Physics. So he replied;
"I was very hurt when I heard that you know. Its mean that I'm the worst teacher."
Aaaaw, Mr Leong! You're not the worst teacher :) You're a very caring and sharing teacher :D

Ok, I'm currently in love with slow songs. Like slow sad songs. No, I'm not sad. I'm very high. I'm just in the mood you know?! SO - any nice songs you can introduce to me ? :D OH YEPS. Isn't this song nice? It's Be be your love by Rachel Yamagata or sth like that. I got it one of Daniel Henney's ad!

And! I realised the MINUTE MAID ADVERTISEMENT, you know the kiss kiss one, is not Singapore's original production. It's KOREA'S! or USA's. Cause I saw Daniel Henney doing the same ad. And yes, I was crying and blowing my nose a million times when I was watching that ad. HE WAS KISSING ANOTHER GIRL. Im so jealous!

2007-03-25T11:07:00.000-07:00

I'm finally 15!

It's good because : I'm getting older.
It's bad because : I'm getting older.

T________________________T"
anyways, my cousins had a surprise birthday party for me just now (: They were super sweet!! It was like, in my house garden, and they put all the candles and stuffs. I've always wanted that :D

yay!

Moodswings & bird wings.

2007-03-23T01:04:00.000-07:00

Feelin' kinda low lately. Hmmmmmmmmmm
Arrrrgh- Wdevr, I'm through.

Goodbye you, goodbye sg.

subahunnaye is the best (:

IM SINGLE

2007-03-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY. IF YOU HEAR RUMOURS TELLING ABOUT ME BEING ATTATCHED, THATS SO FAKE. IS A BLOODY PERSON SPREAD ONE. SOOOO DESPO. MUST UNTIL LIKE THAT. I WONT REVEAL WHO (YET) BUT IF THIS PROBLEM PURSUES, I WILLL MENTION OUT HIS NAME. I'LL MAKE SURE I EMBARASS HIM LIKE HELL. I KNOW IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BUT WTH, YOU MAKE ME DO IT. HE IS - HINT: HE'S A HYPOCRITE AND A BASTARD WHO IS SOOO IN LOVE WITH HIMSELF. OH COME ON, GET A LIFE! IM SUPER DISGUSTED BY HIS BEHAVIOUR. STOP IT AH BOY. YOU BLOOODY IDIOTIC BASTARD, I WILL NEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. GET IT? I HAVE BETTER TASTES THAN THAT. AND PLEASE, IM SO NOT INTO MUSHY STUPID FAKE STUFFS. GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE ASSSSSSSHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! IF YOU STILL DARE TO ASK ME WHY, I WILL NOT ANSWER. BECAUSE,

I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU

Idiot ass, spoil my mood. This is my most explicit post ever.
Surprised? Well, dont be.

in the midst of all this anger, a strand of sadness flows right in as I had to face all these myself. I know I had to be independent and that I can't depend on anybody but me. It's not that I wanna think this way, but. Some things made me think like that. But of all, I would like to thank YinShan - who shared the laughters and smiles with me today. (: She's the only one that knows whats going on, and has been supporting :D THANKU JELLYFISH -LOVEU!

Movie Marathon!

2007-03-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

Been watching movies lately. Watched Music and Lyrics ytd, and today I watched Hannibal Rising (I got IN!!!).

Both are niiiiiiiice. Well, for Hannibal Rising, only if you have a psychotic mind hidden under your innocent, cute face. LOL. Anyway, be sure to catch it :D

do you remember?

Happy 30th Anniversary :D

2007-03-09T05:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY BENDEMEER!
Bendemeer! You're so old already!
HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY BENDEMEER!
you're so old :D Today's Bendemeer's 30TH BIRTHDAY! At first I thoughtof skipping school, but I'm relieved I didn't. I had fun tototoday! :DI reached school incredibly early today! At about 7:20am Im already in school.Woots, that only happened to me once in a super blue moon. Anyways, todaysuddenly the pledge taking very loud. Maybe not very loud, but comparedto other days, today was really loud. I know you don't know what I talking.

I had to run for the race. There were so many people running, and it wasimpossible that I could get to the top 10. Yes, impossible. Super impossible.So I took a super slow jog instead. At a point of time I was also last in place :D At least I’m not in the end!But fortunately, I'm not alone. I don't walk the lonely road. I ran with my cousin.She's irritating! LOLLL. She run so fast laaaa. Im joking about the irritating part.She'll always be my BELOVED Yuliana Kasman. (:

I think they lied about telling us it's less than 2.4km? Because when I was running,it felt like a hundred, thousand, million, billion, trillion, zillion kilometres!I didn't look much different from a panting dog. Seriously.When I FINALLY reached the finishing "line" (there isn't even a line, it's a row?)I was sooooooo happy and relieved. Now I can tell myself this,

"Nathalia, don't eever ever ever do that ever again! A sportsman is the last thing you'regonna be on this earth."

So we took our ice creams (: She Hand offered me another ice cream voucher, (cus he has 2)but I kindly rejected. Because I can't eat 2 ice creams, I'd get brainfreeze.The ice cream was yummy! At least there was something that encouraged me from that stupid race.

I had to roamed around the world to find Suba. That girl is super hardto find! I guess it's true when they say,
Birds fly high, hard to catch
Friend like you, hard to find

And so we walked around. And! I spotted a duckie from afar. He's now a goldduckie! I asked himwhat happened to his hair, and he said someone don't like him and pour acid on his hair.
-.-"
O....kay. Still as lame as ever. Oh! And I saw this stall, a game stall, where they used sponge to throwat teacher's faces. That's cute and innovative (:
Mr Glenn Tan was so cute! He was the one to be thrown by the sponge, and he kept making funny faces.
Then;We sat down at the parade square for a little picnic. I saw Zaka too! And Shafiq and Faris and Hidayat!They asked me to come over, and so I did. Zaka said I still owe him a meal. Then suddenly duckie and Shafiqasked for a meal. =.=" Anyways, shouldn't they be treating me?! My birthday coming leh! LOL JKJK
Then they asked to support them and sit at the front row. T_T
At the parade square, some people were entertaining us (other ppl too)with their talents. Of all, I LOVED THE PERFORMANCE BY:
Kamsani :D
Mr AlVin Ang's Friends' band (sexy voice :D)
Noah & his guitar
Dance club!
and.....
FARIS SHAFIQ FAHRID AND their friend!
OMGOMGOMOGOMGOMG. I LOVE THE LAST SOOOOOOONG. If I didn't hear wrongly, the title of the song is
Without you
Kyaaaa! I love that sonnngggggggg. Their performance would be perfect if the mic for the lead singer wasput softer and the drums & guitar louder. That way, the performance would be flawless
.
My day was great. Until an idiot appeared. Please just get lost from my life.

17 more days! :D

DPH IS ADDICTIVE.

2007-03-07T23:52:00.000-08:00

Daniel Phillip Henney is addictive. My previous post was a total blur. I'm going to repost the main points. I don't mind doing it for Daniel :D
For those who're dying to watch Seducing Mr Perfect, now you can! This is The movie, PART 1 OF 15. There's also other parts, but find it yourself okay? Its all in that page. Or if you can't find the video, then just go to YOUTUBE.COM and type Seducing Mr Perfect.Here's the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctMO5OBKdlA

He's SIZZLING HAWWT! HOOOTTT. HOOOOOOOOOOT. I LOOVE DANIEL! Here's the soundtrack. HE SINGS! SO DARN SEXAYELY! ;D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ofAa5ERshk&mode=related&search

IF ANYBODY HAVE THE SONG SEND ME CAN? THANK YOU!

And as usual, I'll advertise LokYee's drop dead gorgeous skin. Like, CAN I MAKE A FAN CLUB FOR HER? LOOOOOOOOL.

www.leyitestingblog.blogspot.com

And, my CA results SUCKS. ARGH. Anyways, thanks SUBASINI & ANUSHAA for.. so called encouraging me! :D LOVE U PPL BITS.

18 more days :D

<3 DPH :)

2007-03-06T04:43:00.000-08:00

Have you all watched Seducing Mr Perfect ?
To those who really wanna watch it, here's the link.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ctMO5OBKdlA

That's part 1 of 15. Search the rest yourself. LOL! And to those who don't plan to watch it, here's my advice. WATCH IT ! :D ITS A DARN GOOD MOVIE WITH A DARN HOT HOTTTTTIIE! He's not called hottie already. He should be called a VOLCANO. He's too hot to be human. TOO PERFECT. I LOVE LOVE LOVE DANIEEL HENNEY AND I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO HIM. :D Just kidding! But I would if he asked me to!

Here's a link to THE SONG: KISSING ME.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5_NhJUkOeVc&mode=related&search=
WHEN HE SINGS, I JUST MELLTTT! WHEN HE SMILES, I CAN'T HELP BUT SMILE TOO. I LOVE LOVE LOVE DANIEL!
NOW I JUST WANT A FREEEAKIN' BIG POSTER, AND I MEAN REAL BIG. LIKE THOSE UNTIL CAN SEE THE NOSTRIL THAT KIND. YES, THAT BIG.

2007-02-24T01:39:00.000-08:00

Lim-Chaw Yi Han IS A MAD MAD MAD GIRL!

CNY

2007-02-17T00:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everybody ;D

It's that time of the year again. I'm super excited about getting red packets, but now I'm uber bored. Very few people are online :( Even that ahkun not online. At least if he ject me again I wont be so bored. Damnit. Anyways, I'm in love with Lokyee's new blogskin. HOW THAT GIRL MANAGE TO DO NICE BLOGSKINS!!!!! T____T Im just gonna be advertising her skin again. LOL. She never use PS somemore. POWER LAH. Click the link for a preview.

http://blogskins.com/info/130998

Anyways, CTs are AFTER CNY. How sucky is that. WTH; and I'm still not sure about alot of stuffs. Especially Physics. Mr "FOLLOW" don't know how to teach oneeeee. The only thing I understand during his lesson is only HIS FAMILY. He always tells us SPECIFIC details of them. I get it, he's a family man, BUT TEACH! AND TEACH CLEARLY! PLEASE SAY STH DIFREN FROM THE TEXTBOOK! ARGH.

COOL DOWN COOL DOWN. Let's just think about money. FLYING MONEY~ AAAAAAAAH~ I LOVE THE SMELL OF MONEY! AND YES, IM MONEY-MINDED. LOL

V-day!

2007-02-14T03:02:00.000-08:00

Just wanna wish everybody a

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Crows! / Band concert.

2007-02-09T19:44:00.000-08:00

Woots! Someone kana peck by a crow ytd. Wont say out the name, I wont make he/she lose face. :D *say im nice* Yes, Im nice (: Okay, stop the laming already.

Went to the band concert and it was fab! Looove the songs, esp. Animation Medley and the Le Miserable song. And like, OMG. That duckie play the xylo like, FREAKING FAST!!!!! Although he did make a mistake. Im sure its because he was shy :D But he should feel honoured because his name was like 'announced'. Lol/

Anw, I also like the erm, Goldilocks thingy. MARCUS DRESSED UP AS A GIRL?! AND HIS BOOBIE KEEP FAAAAAAAAALLLING! LOOOOOOL. And the.. if you're happy and you know it thingy, that was cute (: And that made ShiXuan very very high! Lol.

Anyways, people who didn't go to the concert should regret. *COUGHS-JELLYFISH-COUGHS*

Saw a lot of Alumni. Chen Fong and I think* I saw Faris. Anw, end the post here.

BYE!

For ;

2007-02-08T05:07:00.000-08:00

Through the good times,
and the bad.
Through the mad times,
that we shared.
Thank You for being there for me,
Rain or shine!

>> Jellyfish, Peanut & Oldie. :D

To that sexy oldie!

2007-02-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

Before I begin my post, I just want to wish Miss Lim Yi Han a very, very happy birthday! You may be old now, but always you'll be sexy. Even sexier maybe! LOL! (: LOVE YOU BIAAAAATCH!

Anyways, had lunch/dinner with Yihan and Shihan today. I feel so extra lorrrr. No han for me. ;P Know Im lammeee. Ate Sakae Sushii~ For free for me! :D NICE NICE NICE! It's as if I havent eaten for a week. LOOOOOOOOL.

Kay, this is a short post, and Im ending it here. I'll let this secxy biatch send you a goodnight smile!

Yiiipeeeee!!

2007-02-02T12:24:00.000-08:00

OH MY GUUUWWD.
weekends are here! hip hip hooray! It's really fast! I loooooove it. Finally I finished my ENGLISH SPEECH. I dont like HER*. That JUMPING JILL, during lesson also jump here jump there want. Alamak! ;P Anyways, I just made a new blogskin. Which took me a very long time to do, by the way. I don't know why, keep draaaaaaaagging.

Oooo! And and and! This is LokYee's newly made skin! fiiinnally (: She never manages to disappoints ;D Take a look people!

http://leyitestingblog.blogspot.com/

so big alr sure can see right? veeeeery niiiiice. Don't know hoooooooow she does it. ;X

TMR GOING OUT WITH BITCCCCCH! Love youuuu bitch! ;D

Whee!

2007-01-24T09:07:00.000-08:00

It's currently 1:10 am and I'm wide awake. No camp for me tomorrow! Yippeeee! Let's see.. While the other Sec3s are waking up at 6 tomorrow morning, WHOOPS, I mean, LATER - I'll still be under my covers, still in my dreams. But hey! DO NOT get the wrong idea. Im not skipping school or anything. Im suchan Angel. -hallo starts to appear- LOL. Im having, Gastric Inflammation. Whatever that is. So, thankyou my body for being sick at the right time! (FINALLY!) I HAVE A 3 DAY MC! Woots, you must be jealous. I know I know. (x Mwahaha. I didn't bribe the doctor to give me 3 days ok! He gave it to me, without anybody forcing him. Hmm, I'd probably go to camp on Friday. Being sent to the campsite by Mr Kwok. Which is so freaking weird by the way. It's like, you're getting up close and personal with the Mr. Dm. But, that is of course, IF I FELT LIKE GOING! Hahaha. No lah, I will be there at camp on friday, because I promised Han Han, and if I dont go on friday, Peanut will have to sleep on the floor agn. ANYWAY! HANA YORI DANGO RAWKS! But now the Season 2 getting sadder. Dont know whats wrg with DOMYOJI! Suddenly become so cold. AIYO, FASTER UPLOAD THE 3RD EPS! IM SOOO CURIOUS!!! Oh, heres a clip of hana yori dango :)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cR0eD7VbaZI

2007-01-18T06:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY CHOU!!

WELCOME TO SINGAPORE, RAIN :)

i would be much happier if that she-man bast- nvr ask me to run non-stop for 1/2 hr.
CURSE HER.

Finally! ;D

2007-01-12T01:04:00.000-08:00

It's Friday! And there's a million, zillion stuff I wanna do. I don't know where to start! Anyways, today's been really fun. :) EXCEPT FOR P.E! Ukh- I hate it. We were asked to do what backward thingy, which is something like push-up but opposite ways? We did that about... I don't know the exact number but IM SURE it's more than 40. Then he asked us to carry the bench (in pairs) up and down for about. A ZILLION TIMES. Then he made us squat up and down for at LEAST- 50 times. MUST BE MORE THAN THAT, because I can't walk down the stairs anymore. My legs are like, wriggly. Not muscleache, wriggly- which is worst. Then after all those torturings, he took our height and weight. THEN, HE ASKED US TO DO STANDING BROAD JUMP. TELL ME PPL, HOWTHELL DO U DO STANDING BROAD JUMP WITH WRIGGLY LEGS?! SIAO! He tells LAME LAME JOKES. I don't understand why people laugh at them. And he's mean and insulting- VERY. HOWTHELL he become teacher?! Alamak!

But, I got to eat what I've been CRAVING FOR ALL WEEKK- PRRRATA!! Wahseh, when that prata went into my mouth my whole vision was just the prata. It was raining very heavily, but it didn't mattered. SEDAP LAH! Uaaah. Then Harrison joined us. He's very entertaining. Hahaha! Got one woman, super look like Principal, then he keep calling. Lame leh! Hahaha, but his lame is laughable. ;D We were walking back to school. They were super late for choir. So, they wanted effects. LOL! So we ran to school, allllllll wet! Hahaha, but it was super fun. :D

Wheeee, going shopping later! Hopefully, I can get my bag, etc.

P/S: I WAS SLPING WHILE U WERE IN CHOIR. ENVY ME, YIHAN!!! ;D

Friday soon

2007-01-11T06:21:00.000-08:00

Whee! Tomorrow's Friday. FREE-DAY! Weekend weekend, I'm so looking forward to this. I'm gonna go out as much as possible, so that on Monday, I can look forward to the next weekend. LOL! Hehehe.

Anyways, Chinese lesson today was fun! That ZhangLang, for 2 periods only do CAI MI YU. She was going to stop but Shixuan said continue. LOL! She thinks we enjoyed it. I mean, I don't lah. Don't even know how to guess 1. So, during her period I finished all the homework. ESP THAT MATHS, SO MUCH! But luckily, got her lesson. :) Then, we do the zuoye. The WAN CHEN JU ZI got one is like,
_______________, makes people confused. (translated in english alr)
I was like saying, ZhangLang's lesson, makes people confused. Then Shixuan like, ON AH ON AH, WE BOTH WRITE THAT. Of course, we didn't write her name. That'd be too poor thing lah. We're not that evil ok!

We went to the science lab. Theres Miss Lim!! Weee~ :) We're supposed to scrape our cheek cells, but I can't seem to have any. T_T When I finally got my pathetic cheek cells, I looked under the microscope and it looked like beans. Oh whatever.

It rained very heavily today! Me & Yinshan ran like a mad cow and ended up being wet. Meilin called and asked whether we wanted umbrella. OF COURSE WE DO!! I LOVE HERRRRR!!! MY SAVIOUR! Then when we used the umbrella, it wasn't raining as heavily anymore.

When we walked pass Blk3, I SAW THAT HAN! LIM YIHAN EATING HAPPILY DOWN THER! Hahaha, jkjkjkjk. :P

I HATE THE WEATHER. FRIGGGGIIINN COOLLD!
BuT ATLEAST.. TMR'S FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!!!

I HATE CAMP!

2007-01-10T04:26:00.000-08:00

Argh, we're gonna go for the sec 3 camp on the 25th this month?! I thought it's always during the June holis? Then I can have excuse say, I need to go back to Indo or something. I really am not looking forward to the CAMP! :( I just wish I could fall sick, terribly! Sighs. Then, still need to pay $40 somemore. No edusave!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAA IM GOINNGG CRAZZZYYY!!! Tell me, tell me, IM IN MY DREAMMMSSS! Haiyo, haiya, haiyee, haiyu! I'd do anything to not go for the camp! Even if it is to do 100 A maths qn. SERIOUSLY!!!! :(((((

Anyway, for those DRAMA SERIES LOVER, I RECOMMEND:

HANA YORI DANGO!

SUPER CUTE JAPANESE SHOW. I used to not-so-like Japan stuffies, but after this movie... Im all crazy about them. At least there's one thing that keeps me alive! :D Hehehe. I'm going out to Esplanade to eaaaaaaaatt! Tee-hee!! So, I'll see you boo-boos ard!

Help!

2007-01-04T22:38:00.000-08:00

I'm voice-less. Damn it! Argh!! Its so hard to talk....... Grrr. AND, I just discovered that the new blogger sucks! I can't change my blogskin! Argh, someone help me please!

Looking back

2006-11-24T09:56:00.000-08:00

Replies to comments
Airu: Aaaw, the past is in the past. But you inspired me to write this next post. Haha!
Yinshan: OMG GIRL. You should totally come here! I'll be waiting!

Today's post. I've been looking back lately. But, I won't wish for time to go back again. Because that's just plain naive. I've been thinking about those happy days I had when I was in band back then. Those were the days! :D I could still remember my first day in band.

I think the first senior who approached me was Kit Ying. She was really nice! We kinda talked a little, then I remembered seeing Yvonne and Yiting asking me to join the percussion. I was kinda interested. :D I don't remember what happened in between, but then I just remembered about talking to Faris and Shafiq about drums. I told them I learnt drums or something, then my memory just skipped to the part when I was playing the drums. It was such.. a good feeling! I haven't played for quite a while back then. It just feels so good to be able to play again!

So, I was in the percussion. Then I got to know alot of nice people in the section, like Rafi, PohHow the duckie, Yvonne,Yiting and Shahrizan. (and there's also one guy whom people liked to tease but I forgot his name.) I really learnt alot more about beats and drums, and I had a helluva good time! I enjoyed band soo very much. Even though, we had to carry the instruments from the music room [that time there wasn't a band room.] to the place behind the flagpole, but I didn't complained. :D Hard to believe, but I had fun!

Then this day came when I was transferred to the Oboe section. Honestly, I was quite sad. I mean, how would it feels like, to want to do something for so long, but your dad disagrees on it, and when you finally got the chance to do it, you can't anymore. Trust me, it doesn't feel that good.

But well, oboe wasn't as bad as I thought. I had alot of fun, especially with Thaddeus! He's just so funny, and what I like about him is that, he's always so bubbly, he's pretty patient, and he doesn'y gets angry easily. It's quite obvious that he is very passionate about the oboe. And that was partly the reason that motivated me to continue with the oboe.

Then, the worst came. I was allergic to the reed. After playing the oboe, my chin [right below my under-lips] always had this big U-shaped thingy. And it's kinda itchy.

Mr Samad first wanted me to go to the Clarinets but it also has a reed. Then he thought Trumpets. I was like.. Kinda cool. :D Then finally, he decided, the FLUTES! At first I was pretty nervous, cus well.. I'm afraid I can't catch up.

But in the later part, it didn't came across my thoughts anymore. I was practically in love with the flutes. Though it may not be obvious, but trust me. I really am. :D When I was young, I always imagined Rapunzel playing the flutes while the guy was climbing her hair. Pretty imaginative huh? Lol.

Sork Leng and Hui Wen were really nice to me! They were super patient. And sometimes I can't play, but they never gave up on me. Thank you so very much. :D They were also part of the reason I liked the flutes. They would joke, and gossip. They're really funny. But they knew the time to be serious too.

Then;

I remembered about my first audition. And that was the Singapura Suite. I just joined the Flutes for about 2-3 months I think, and I couldn't really play, well, I can't. (I can only play the front part and the last) I WAS SUPER NERVOUS. MY PALMS WERE SWEATING IN A FULLY-AIR CONDITIONED ROOM. Yeah, I freaked out. When it was our turn, I tried my best to play.

Then, when it's Judging time, I remembered this particular A person commented on my performance. A said I couldn't play. It was, and has been a wake up call for me. I totally panicked. But I calmed down after the support of my bestest best cousin, friend and sister, Yuliana. She's very supportive of me and I'm really proud of her.

Catching up did became a problem for me. And one of the main reason was because I could not attend Holiday Practices. I mean, I didn't mean to want to skip Holiday Practices, I want to go too! I want to play Important Things, The Night Before Christmas (my favourite songs :D) and so many more songs. But I can't. My dad's there working so hard and I only get to see him once in every 3-5 months. I had to go back right?

And so, that was the reason I quitted. I had a hard time thinking before I came up with this decision. It wasn't easy. One of the reason I posted this post is because I didn't want people to misunderstand me, by saying I quitted because of the seniors in band. RIDICULOUS. I simply love them.

There are many other wonderful times when I had fun. Like that time when we were having lunch break, only 50 mins I think, but then Me, Yifeng and Airu (Is it you, Airu?) went to KFC to eat. When we were on our way back, we saw Mr Samad who was like 5 metres awa from us, with Wenqi. Then we ran like mad chickens. LOL, then when practise starts, Mr Samad announced about us. (I think) Not revealing our names. :D

The Balloon Hat Festival was also fun! Esp when we had to play Junior Rock, I had so much fun I lost control and played too loud. Its okay if it sounds good, but I was flat. And when we got to wear that balloon hat, I was practically looking at the floor cus my balloon was stuck at my pony tail! Lol. I still can remember Anis dancing along while the other schools were playing they're song. It was helluva fun!

Right now, I won't say IF ONLY. Because I know what is done, cannot be undone. I'm just looking forward to the band's next concert. :D And wishing all band members, THE BEST FOR SYF NEXT YEAR!

LOOOVEE!

Drumline!

2006-11-23T07:03:00.000-08:00

Gawd! I just watched Drumline again for the millionth time. I never get bored with it! It's freakin' cool! Band members, especially percussionists should totally watch it. Although it's about marching band, but well, just watch it. TOTALLY COOL! THAT is what a BAND should be like. Totally awed by them! Summary of the story? About a guy who's GREAT in snare drums. But he's got an attitude problem. Then he got into too far and got kicked out of the band. He learnt his lesson and created a song for the band for the competition. The End. Okay, the storyline ain't that interesting but, maybe thats cus my summary's bad or sth. :P it may not be what the actualy drumline looks like, but anyways, JUST WATCH IT!
Here's a clip of the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXWlOjYA95g

Totally cool. A'ights, blog till here. See you squids next time!

The time of my life

2006-11-20T11:37:00.000-08:00

YINSHAN: I WILL CHG MY SKIN SOON. AND I WILL INSERT THE TAGBOARD SO U CAN FLOOD, LOL. IM GOING BACK ON JANUARY 2. LONG WAY TO GOOO.
[ii miisshh twiitszx! derrr'zsh no twiitszx heerxs iin Jakarta. ;X]
Look at my title above. ^
Yep, I'm having the time of my life.
I've missed jakarta so much!
And wala!
Now, I'm finally here.
I'm glad to be here.
Waking up at 2 in the afternoon,
sleeping at 4 or 5 in the morning.
Yes, it is unhealthy.
But, well..
I LOVE IT!
Oh yeah.
I watched CASINO ROYALE today.
The new James Bond's got a tummy!
LOL.
It's nice though, for an action-romance movie.
In the end, James Bond is kinda pitiful.
(You'll know why if you watch it)
Aaaaw, poor James.
Don't worry James, we're in the same boat!
And I don't mind rowing it for you.
;D
Oh, and I finally watched STEP UP!
There's no more STEP UP in the cinemas,
cus my cousin said it was out long ago.
Darn. ;(
BUT LUCKILY,
CLARISSA CAME TO MY RESCUE!
She bought the pirated dvd.
GAWD.
CHANNING TATUM IS FRIGGIN HAWT!
HOW I WISH I WAS THE GIRLLLLL.
=X
I jogged ytd. (After much dragging from my dad)
And guess who I met?
MR POPEYE!
Still as macho and hot as ever.
He was having basketball training with the team.
Been so long since I've seen them.
Anyways, then he walked me home.
Talked about aload of stuffs.
He seemed to can't get over her.
Poor thing.

Moral of today's lesson : Forget relationships.
They never work.
Anyways, I won't be posting much.
Cus, playing the computer kinda bores me out now.
Okay guys.
Take care & I'll miss y'all.
PS: WILL CHG BLOGSKIN SOON........i think.

Time to say goodbye.

2006-11-14T23:08:00.001-08:00

BLOG UNDERCONSTRUCTION.
Sorry for any inconvenience caused.
LOL!

BYEBYE, PEOPLE!
I'm going back to Jakarta now.
;D
SEE U JANUARY!

I'm sick of waiting.